Some days are better than others. Sure, everybody has them. Those days where everything goes wrong. But what about days when NOTHING goes wrong? Nothing went wrong today. And yet I still feel like I had a terrible day. I spent the day with my mother. No, that wasn't bad. I got a haircut (it looks great by the way), I had a date tonight. I canceled the date. I didn't feel like I could handle being out in public. I broke down in tears twice today. For no reason. No reason that I can figure anyway. I hate winter. This mood used to hit me right before Christmas. I used to hate the holidays. Now, I get hit at the end of January. STOP THE WORLD, I WANT TO GET OFF!!! This is how I feel right now. I can't point to any reason for WHY I should feel this way. All I wanted to do today was stay curled up in my pj's, in bed. I wanted to crawl into a hole and disappear. I still want to. So, I guess tonight is a pity party. Table for one. I just wish I knew how to get out of this funk.
So tomorrow I am making the shrimp pasta. As sad as it sounds, this is something I am really looking forward to. Yes, I really love this particular dish. Sometime during the week I plan on making sugar cookies with lavender icing. Flavor AND coloring. I hope they turn out. Because I do NOT have a recipe for this. This will be trial and error. Hopefully more trial than error.
Anybody out there have ideas for getting out of a funk? I could use some input.
--Little Bird hiding